I Didn’t End Up Where I Expected
Apologies for the slight delay in delivering this post to you today.
The truth is, I felt a bit bereft of ideas so I decided there was only one thing for it…
A morning walk up on to the South Downs, despite the frost and freezing temperatures.
I’m so glad I did it, even though there was a point, on a long, drawn out steep incline, where I began huffing and puffing a bit – realising I am not quite as fit as I was the last time I came here in September. Back then however, I was accompanied by a band of brothers who love walking together once a month.
Somehow, it is simply easier when you have people in front and behind you.
But it didn’t take long for the glories of rural, winter scenery to help me maintain my motivation.
I pressed on, sensing that it wasn’t too much further before the ground would plateau out and the worst part of the walk would be over.
It is always well worth the extra effort of course. If only for the views across the hills that begin to reveal themselves. The ageless fields in the foreground, the magical mist hovering over the land beyond and the clear blue sky providing a beautiful back drop.
Once I got to the top of the hill, I was instantly reassured it had all been worth the effort. An appreciation for the beauty of creation – right on my doorstep – and the resolve to do this more often echoed in my mind.
I then began the descent – but down a different route, although I felt sure, very similar to the one we had all taken in September.
I recognised some of the beautiful country houses and was convinced where I would end up.
But no, it was not to be.
As in life itself, you often learn many, many things about yourself and others and you think you are going to get to a certain destination.
Somehow, and you may never discover how, you end up somewhere different. It may be very different indeed to what you expected.
Or, as in my case this morning, I didn’t end up where I expected but it was only about a quarter of a mile to the east.
I doubt very much if there is anything significant for me in that slight miscalculation.
It didn’t hurt me, It didn’t upset me or annoy me. It didn’t even confuse me.
I simply accepted it.
I did however, walk a lot further than I think I would have done if everything had gone to plan.
I still don’t know how it happened.
Next time I may take a map or more likely, I will simply look for clues and enjoy the views.